Am I Alone Now?

Here I stand in darkness

Rediscovering ideals that never was

Here I stand on this ledge

Facing an abyss of ambiguity


Today, I stand on this ledge

And ask you my Lord

How many times

Have I failed you?

How many times

Have I lost hope?

Have you done the same?

Am I Alone Now?


I had disdain for all

Who tried to define you?

I had judged the hypocrites

And defied manmade beliefs


Forlorn and desperate, I rebelled

Against false preachers

And chained ideologies

Thus I became an outcast


In pride that rose from despair

I was starting to forget

Forget the kind face

And the hands that held mine


Faith, she promises me

That you will break my fall

And hold me close

‘Fore I hit the cold floors of purgatory