She Found

She found...

Dark voids in lighted worlds

Cynical twists in blooming hope

Deep Regret in chasing shadows

Hidden Treachery in implicit faith

Obsolete blueprints of an unborn future

Aged young dreams and worn out memories 

Burnt remains of cheerful illusions

She found...

Warring demons, born of her misery

Her dark children of despair

Bitter truths revealing darker thoughts

A hardened heart and mutilated soul

Her delusions of morality 

Ripped of a pedestal of ideals 

She conceitedly built for herself

She found 

That she belonged, nor here, nor there. 

Nor joy, nor sorrow belonged to her.  

A desperate drowning existence

Gulping down cold reality

Choking her, Soaking her 

Provoking her, Destroying her 

Birthing in her an insanity unseen