Do you?

Do you know how it feels to receive your husband in a brown wooden box?

Do you know how it feels to panic at failing to recollect how he used to walk?
Do you know how it feels to realize that you will never be able to cry into his chest?

Do you know how it feels to yearn for his touch..just once more and never get it?

Do you know how it feels to search for him in every word, behind every pillar and in every corner?

Do you know how it feels to realise that you have to ensure that he is not forgotten by his own daughter?
Do you know how it feels when you forget to breath with every sweet memory?

Do you know how it feels to have lost him who knew your mind and loved you passionately?

Do you know how it feels to be surrounded by love but yet miss love?

Do you know how it feels to be me, right now?

I hope that you never will....
I hope that you never will....